NEXT QUESTION PLEASE?

Hmmm. I've been thinking a lot lately. Have u come into one situation when all of your friends asking the same old rather i call it "cliche" kind of question? Okay in case some of ya'll would be guessing what kind of question is that, let me give u all a brief clue. It is the same old stupid question I received since last 5 years ago, such as "Wina, bilalah awak nak ade bf? Tulah, awak ni memilih sangat, patutlah takder bf! or "Awak bila lagilah nk ade bf? X boring ke life single2 nie? Okay, first of all, thank you very much for having the guts to ask the same old boring question over and over again. It shows that all of you are caring towards me. *HAHAHAHA*

Well, basically, let me get this straight. I am not the type of girl who would fall easily for guys. In other words, I am not "the perigi cari timba" kinda girl :) Seriously, maybe I had been thaught by my parents not to enter myself into a relationship when I'm not ready especially when Im still studying. DUHHH! Its not that I never have a boyfriend. Yes, I've had once. Yes, only ONCE, and that's it. My ex and I still in touch although my feelings towards him had fade away a few years ago, but still we remain good friends. Back to the topic. Honestly, I really feel offended, irritated, and annoyed everytime my friends posed the same question as such. And to make things even worse, there's this one uncivilsed person who says that I'm a LESBO. Sorry, but it really shows how stupid you are by coming into that conclusion just because I hang out with your gf a lot.haih.

Some of my friends even try to be a matchmaker by finding me a boyfriend.haahaha. I really appreciate that, really :) Thanks a bunch, but I'm certainly not ready for a full commitment relationship. The reason i broke up with my ex during school is I couldn't give him the full attention he wanted. Although, he's a very nice guy and understanding, still i find relationships during school is suffocating.haha. What do you expect? I was only 17 that time.hehe. But the memories with him is still fresh in my mind. Although I cant meet him often, we would usually spend most of our time chatting on the phone. He had been such a good companion when I was with him.I do miss him sometimes but things are different now. He probably has a new gf by now..Hmmm.

Friends, I don't mean to infuriate, but I am not comfortable when everytime I hear the same question being asked. And no,I am not choosy, but maybe the right person or may I say "the prince charming hasn't arrived yet. It is not easy to find someone who is nice, honest, loving, caring and on top of it all, love me and accept me for who I am. I really hate when guys force their gfs to be someone they're not. Guys, our life does not meant to be decided by you. Don't tell us what we are supposed to! And no, I will not change the way I am just to please you. I am not a hypocrite so deal with it :) So, now you tell me, how to deal with this kind of questions over and over again? It's depressing sometimes :( Helppp!